Three weeks. Three!! That’s a lifetime between posts. You can stop your worrying, I am fine. I am no more (or less) frazzled, overwhelmed, stressed out, panicked or pharmaceutically modified than usual. But holy shit, what is going on with me???
Lately I have been ridiculously run down. Although it took me awhile to figure out why, the reasons are pretty obvious. I have been overextending myself, not sleeping, not eating well (yes this is possible even for a vegan), trying to do a million things. Too involved with relationships I shouldn’t be, and not involved enough in those I should. Working on 47 projects simultaneously (both personal and professional), and as a result making zero progress on anything. The number of emails, phone calls and text messages I need to return is embarrassing (sorry, friends. I know I suck.).
The thing that is most frustrating to me (sorry, I am venting / whining here) is that I’m in my mid-30s now. Why haven’t I figured this out yet? Where is my sense of balance? It’s not as though I have any expectation that I will ever have everything crossed off of my to-do list or feel content and accomplished, but why am I still staggering through my life with the same complaints, challenges and frustrations that I have been dealing with for 20 years?
All right, I got that off of my chest. We now return to your regularly scheduled Life After Normal. (I hope!!).
Oh, and one more thing. You’re welcome.
That balance is so hard to find!
Love me some Jordan, though.
I am on this boat!!!! Too many projects and not enough time! I and just when I prioritize, the unexpected happens. I wish we had 25 hours in a day. LOL
Seriously, I know! If I had a superpower I think I would stop time (except for me) so I could get things done, and get enough sleep too 🙂